It’ll really be really really really sad if I chicken out.
It’s like burying things away again.
I can already see myself just not going through with it and biting my lip and stuffing it back.
I hope I don’t make things worse. That’ll be even sadder when all I really want to do is to try to help.
If I chicken out I shall not listen to any songs on my YouTube playlist this weekend.
That’s your punishment Rachel for being a chicken.
I bet my legs will get all jelly. WHY AM I EVEN SO SCARED WHATS MY PROBLEM.
IT SHOULDN’T EVEN BE A SCARY THING!
It’s not scary, you’re just being stupid Rachel.
and overthinking. again. as always.