Please just help me to stop doing stupid things to myself.
Cover my ears from those horrible voices. Laughter. At me. At my patheticness.
Help me to hold on to you instead.
I’m tired of letting these things get to my head.
I’m not going to let myself go there again.
It’s really time I learned my lesson.
I don’t want to turn to loud music, drunked laughter, or a hectic life to run away. Help me to run to you instead. Help me find my way back home.